malaise...

hey,,,,hmm...juz mok mlps pa lam dada ku tok..hmm..xlmk gk nk msok cmpus..brg lom redy..adohh...junior dh nk msok..siap la tgas aku lak..ngutip duit jak keja ku lak..adoha..pk sng ka mntk duit org tok>>>gne2 pn tpksa..im sory fwen..hmm..subj pn killer...harus ku blja mena2 dis sem eyh..ingin juak ku mok 3 pointer.jd la..xpt dekan,3 pointer ckp la.alhmdulillah..ku mok kdk syazilla eyh..she is my mntor now.idup ssh,p nya pndey,,haa..cmya mok aku..smyg nya xlpk.xbrkat pa nama idup..xmok ku nk bmain gk eyh...tym main,main..blaja2..haa..cmya bok la btol..eboh nk tkiak kaong gk bh zeerah..plz la..umo kau ya dh 19!!tauk ko!!b a mtred man!!aaa..so,start kuliah lak,must maju ke hdpn..ya yg pnting!mdm pn proud juak..haaa..ku mok fkus mena2 eyh..udah2 gk bh nk bmaen..dhla sem1 n 2 tok xbgs glak pointer.so,xkn la nk ulang bnda yg sma gk nk>?haa..so,need to work hard..kta juak sng lak..mna juak ta mak bpk..hmm..harus ku dgr..smyg jgn sskali tnggl eyh..cta karate kid ya nyoh ku bpk koh,thnks 4 da director of the karate kid mvie..hmm..mun kta brusha,insyaAllah bjya bh.ng mena bh..ssh2 dlok..ya nk>??dhya,sng..haa..tym pktkal pn aku xmok nk bmaen gk eyh..eboh nk malu btyk ngn sn.aku tok tg takut2 jak nk nnyk.cmne nk bjya tok?adohaa..hhmmm..umo gk mudak bh..syg mun xabz..dhla ku ank bngsu.ngga rhmat,dh graduate gk ya.xdak anty ku hina fmily mek org gk..p sumpah la~~ku ng xsuka ngn dak anty2 ku ya~~sial bh!!!nk hina keluarga ku jakk!!jhnm tak org ya~~~!!!nk kaya d bngga tak org!!nk mnum ark,dadah!!!ya dtimang2 tak org tek>>fuck u~!!!!just wait n c ol my cuz n anty n uncle!!!!expcially u uncle A!!!!!i hate u so muchhh!!!n my cuz K.L!!!!hate u!!!ko ngga la kelak!!!akn ku bktikn!!!suroh aku jd polis bntuan???sial mena!!!!bgs prnge ko cmya!!ahhh!!mun dh dpk2,d ingt2!!gila ku leh kau ya!!dhla!!stress aku eyhh!