tawakal jak lagik...

hmmm...just sdeyh.....speechless stlh mndgr brita yg faizal ninggal...ya Allah...ng xsngka gilak2 nya nggal eyh,,,sa bulak jak eyh..ya Allah...ng xda mood trus aku mrek..xpt tdo..hmm..gelisah jak asa..faizal,ku rndu kau...ku mok kau faizal..ya Allah..aku xmok ilang kwn eyh...ku syg kwn2 aku.hmm..faizal,akn ku salu ingt ayt2 kau tok...SEMBARANG JA KAU ZERAH..yobii..sdeyh aku eyhh...hmm...ku syg nya..dhla nya sma pktkal ngn aku,sma wad ngn aku gk yaa...polh keja sama,mkn sama...anta pt sma...hmm...ku tgh dgr ayt2 al quran tok...trngt ku ngn arwah..hmm..ingt kata2 nya...smyg boh lpk..haa..dh nya nggl mlm jemat..bgs eyh...suci jak nya..last nya anta msj ngn aku,ok zerah,nanti la ku beli utk kau...how cme...im so sad...hmm..den,bout bdrul,ku ngga muka nya mlm tdik,pa nenek nya nunjok gmbr2 nya,kad mtrix nya..ya Allah..thn jak aek mata,,,hmm..ku syg badrul..hmm,,gney2 pn,life must go on...hmm..pling trsentoh la psl faizal tek..itok gk aku eyhh,,hmm.esk aku dh balit kch...ku mok mula idup baruu eyh...ingt mok tgkn fikiran kt slgr tok..den,dgr cta pelek2..mkin stress aku eyh,,,ya Allah...mun ku dpt pegi sbh,ng ku pegi nktok...mkin ckit la miak lam kls aku ya...hmmm...suma org yg ku syg dh pegi,,,,hmm..xtauk gk nk pdh pa gk tok...faizal,i love u...hmmm...

malaise...

hey,,,,hmm...juz mok mlps pa lam dada ku tok..hmm..xlmk gk nk msok cmpus..brg lom redy..adohh...junior dh nk msok..siap la tgas aku lak..ngutip duit jak keja ku lak..adoha..pk sng ka mntk duit org tok>>>gne2 pn tpksa..im sory fwen..hmm..subj pn killer...harus ku blja mena2 dis sem eyh..ingin juak ku mok 3 pointer.jd la..xpt dekan,3 pointer ckp la.alhmdulillah..ku mok kdk syazilla eyh..she is my mntor now.idup ssh,p nya pndey,,haa..cmya mok aku..smyg nya xlpk.xbrkat pa nama idup..xmok ku nk bmain gk eyh...tym main,main..blaja2..haa..cmya bok la btol..eboh nk tkiak kaong gk bh zeerah..plz la..umo kau ya dh 19!!tauk ko!!b a mtred man!!aaa..so,start kuliah lak,must maju ke hdpn..ya yg pnting!mdm pn proud juak..haaa..ku mok fkus mena2 eyh..udah2 gk bh nk bmaen..dhla sem1 n 2 tok xbgs glak pointer.so,xkn la nk ulang bnda yg sma gk nk>?haa..so,need to work hard..kta juak sng lak..mna juak ta mak bpk..hmm..harus ku dgr..smyg jgn sskali tnggl eyh..cta karate kid ya nyoh ku bpk koh,thnks 4 da director of the karate kid mvie..hmm..mun kta brusha,insyaAllah bjya bh.ng mena bh..ssh2 dlok..ya nk>??dhya,sng..haa..tym pktkal pn aku xmok nk bmaen gk eyh..eboh nk malu btyk ngn sn.aku tok tg takut2 jak nk nnyk.cmne nk bjya tok?adohaa..hhmmm..umo gk mudak bh..syg mun xabz..dhla ku ank bngsu.ngga rhmat,dh graduate gk ya.xdak anty ku hina fmily mek org gk..p sumpah la~~ku ng xsuka ngn dak anty2 ku ya~~sial bh!!!nk hina keluarga ku jakk!!jhnm tak org ya~~~!!!nk kaya d bngga tak org!!nk mnum ark,dadah!!!ya dtimang2 tak org tek>>fuck u~!!!!just wait n c ol my cuz n anty n uncle!!!!expcially u uncle A!!!!!i hate u so muchhh!!!n my cuz K.L!!!!hate u!!!ko ngga la kelak!!!akn ku bktikn!!!suroh aku jd polis bntuan???sial mena!!!!bgs prnge ko cmya!!ahhh!!mun dh dpk2,d ingt2!!gila ku leh kau ya!!dhla!!stress aku eyhh!

arrgghhhhh!!!i hate u gurl!!!

eh anim!!!pa mslh kau aa>>>>???ko gla nk>>>tg ada2 jak mrh aku!!!gla kau ya!!!xko tauk ina anta msj tym ya!!!not me la fucker!!!argghh!!aok,ingt la ko cya smpe ko mati!!!mark ur word suck!!bkn aku nulis damn!!!not me!!!but,aku bodo juak xmdh ina yg taip!!ku xmok bh tak 2 kayi!!dhla tak 2 ya xok!!tauk ko!!so,bia la ku jd beban,ku jd org bodo!mun ko nk bncik aku xhal!up to u!!ok!!now,ku sbr jak pa ku mmpu!!ku mok ngga sejaoh ney kau..idup ko ngn laki ko nun!!hahahahahah!bhgia ka x..kwen jak tak 2 ya..xnyusah mak bpk!!...dhla,mls ku nk gago hal kau ya gk!!like shit!!!

not in da gud mud..

heyyya....i hve a fwen.he is my clsmte..he's xcdent u noe??diz mownink...after solt suboh..omg..i called his sis juz now.n his sis said he hve intrnl bleeding in he's head..hmmm..i hope,he will be fine..aminn..